If I had time

If I had time, I would talk about:

• My family and the fun and intricacies of my Thanksgiving break
• Hey I made my first apple pie or thanksgiving, it was good. (Go me, its my birthday)
• How I don't know what I want to do with my life (Surprise I don't think anybody does, but its still disheartening)
• About me being sick of singleness (disheartening)
• About me being the only black person 9 of the 10 areas of my life. (depressing)
• About the couple of books I just finished reading - Enjoying God's Presence, Word, and the great divorce. (made me realize how much I don't trust or believe God, again disheartening)
• About this Neo-Soul gospel CD I just got for my birthday (uplifting and smooth) Lisa McClendon
• Did anyone see "Get Rich or Die Trying", (I liked it, encouraging)
• I might even write a poem for yall to read. Hey I thought about becoming a rap star LOL. I love performing, but I cant sing, and the world is missing quality female rap stars. (dreaming)
• I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out. (that ish will be painful, but i only have one cavity)
• How my heart is prone to negativity (pessimism is a -itch) my attitude is poor
• How I have this job i want to apply for (exciting)
• How interesting it is to be a part of various worlds that are very different and often conflicting or at least of different sides of the spectrum (Who am I, the girl dem suga) I just have to have a random song for everything i think - that was for my reggae fans
• And to leave you on a good note i only have 3 more weeks of school. (relieving)