Sporadic Ramblings
Hey folks,
I know I have been posting sporadically lately and yall miss me. Sorry, school was getting started, my internet is broke at home(another tree fell on my house, and i could have sworn was going to crash into my room) and they have banned us from using the internet at work( some people were downloading games, music and playing solitare all day and others like me were blogging), so I havent had much of a chance to blog.
Well, lets see, for updates:
I went to a wedding in Mississippi a couple of weeks ago. I friend of mine that I did this fellowship/church program last year got married. And we were not even close, but for some reason 3 or 4 months ago i told one of my other fellow fellows i would drive 14 hours with her to go. And i am glad i went, one, because weddings are so special. Two because it was good to see these two together and getting married after some years of uncertainty in their relationship. And three i needed a break from my current city and 14 hours in a car is time enough to think straight. So it was fun. Good food, good fellowship.
Then last week i went home. Which was good too. I love my family. I remember at one time i was obsessed with everything my family was not, and their flaws and I think I enjoy them so much now because I am learning to just love people and enjoy them and accept them for who and what they are. So i had fun with my neice who is 2, cute, smart and funny and everyone swears it my twin. And nephew who is crazy and 9, i just dont know what to do with 9 year old boys, he is too much, but a cute kid too. I love the memories, stories and indiocynrancies that are unique to my family and growing up. I went by all the houses i used to live in in both queens and LI and just was remembering those memories and how time has flown by and family and ralationships have changed. Being home made me want to be home more and be a part of my family more and bring more of us together. Cause they will be my family forever, when friends and aquantances are long gone. Shout out to the Waldens, Sheltons, Grays and Douglas's. In the words of Jill Scott, "Oh Oh Oh, What can you say, Its FAMILY"
Anyway, I think i am comming to the end of myself, which is the beggining of God. I'm in a funk, my life is lame, I am bored, and I think I am the problem. I cant and don't want to do me as i have been doing as of late and alot of my life. Its time for a change. I need a revival, a breakthrough and all that jazz. You know what i have been insane. Doing the same thing and expecting different results. But anyway, i don't know what the change will be, its a process. I'll keep yall updated. Maybe it's just a decision not to be miserable or more importantly a decision to be content and grateful. I could definately use a couple of doses of that.
Aight, I'm out.
I know I have been posting sporadically lately and yall miss me. Sorry, school was getting started, my internet is broke at home(another tree fell on my house, and i could have sworn was going to crash into my room) and they have banned us from using the internet at work( some people were downloading games, music and playing solitare all day and others like me were blogging), so I havent had much of a chance to blog.
Well, lets see, for updates:
I went to a wedding in Mississippi a couple of weeks ago. I friend of mine that I did this fellowship/church program last year got married. And we were not even close, but for some reason 3 or 4 months ago i told one of my other fellow fellows i would drive 14 hours with her to go. And i am glad i went, one, because weddings are so special. Two because it was good to see these two together and getting married after some years of uncertainty in their relationship. And three i needed a break from my current city and 14 hours in a car is time enough to think straight. So it was fun. Good food, good fellowship.
Then last week i went home. Which was good too. I love my family. I remember at one time i was obsessed with everything my family was not, and their flaws and I think I enjoy them so much now because I am learning to just love people and enjoy them and accept them for who and what they are. So i had fun with my neice who is 2, cute, smart and funny and everyone swears it my twin. And nephew who is crazy and 9, i just dont know what to do with 9 year old boys, he is too much, but a cute kid too. I love the memories, stories and indiocynrancies that are unique to my family and growing up. I went by all the houses i used to live in in both queens and LI and just was remembering those memories and how time has flown by and family and ralationships have changed. Being home made me want to be home more and be a part of my family more and bring more of us together. Cause they will be my family forever, when friends and aquantances are long gone. Shout out to the Waldens, Sheltons, Grays and Douglas's. In the words of Jill Scott, "Oh Oh Oh, What can you say, Its FAMILY"
Anyway, I think i am comming to the end of myself, which is the beggining of God. I'm in a funk, my life is lame, I am bored, and I think I am the problem. I cant and don't want to do me as i have been doing as of late and alot of my life. Its time for a change. I need a revival, a breakthrough and all that jazz. You know what i have been insane. Doing the same thing and expecting different results. But anyway, i don't know what the change will be, its a process. I'll keep yall updated. Maybe it's just a decision not to be miserable or more importantly a decision to be content and grateful. I could definately use a couple of doses of that.
Aight, I'm out.
posted by SPIRIT at 9:56 PM
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