Its been a long time...

Sorry fellow readers,

"Its been along time, I shouldn't a left you, without a dope beat to step to, step to, step to."

A tree fell on my house for the second time this summer so my internet is out. It was crazy, I thought it was going to crash into my room. And we have this crazy virus at work so it has left me unable to communicate via the web.

Went to a wedding in Mississippi this weekend. Weddings are nice, its nice to see people in love making a life long commitment to each other. That was only my second wedding, probably because black people don't get married.lol.

I don't have anything else good to say today, shocker huh. School starts in a week, I'm getting excited. I can use a change of pace, 9-5 is not all its cracked up to be. And i have a new housemate to get to know, she's cool. Getting to know people is so fun, you ever have goal friends, people you intentionally pursue. Isn't that fun. Its also fun to allow people to get to know you, i have more trouble with that and sharing my true self, but just in case yall were wondering, I am my favorite subject. lol

Oh I was at my bible study yesterday, and we looked at the scripture verse in the beatitudes: "blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." What does it mean to be pure in heart? I guess an undivided heart that is truly after God, as opposed to full of impurities and after other false God that we all have. I thought of the verse, where God says he wants to take out our hearts of stone and give us a heart of flesh. Anyway we did a heart inventory, and before we even started writing I knew there was all kinds of craziness going on in my heart, mainly selfishness and self-centeredness and that manifest itself in so many different ways. My heart often hurts for the internal battle going on for my allegiance (or maybe that's just heart burn) lol. Anyway, check it out people: what is the state of your heart?

For those of you like me with a heart that is not in pure, I offer this one verse, as neither you nor I can purify our own hearts:

"Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me."

I bet yall are sick of my scripture verses. Oh well...Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks. Most of the time, as yall know, I am focused on the vicissitudes of my life, but sometimes, I got to give my creator the spotlight.